Although my mind is totally random and if somebody looked inside it (somehow - I’m not a scientist or a phsycologist or a clairvoyant so I couldn’t really tell you how to do it lol) it would probably be quite a crazy, psychedelic world (if you count the insides of people’s minds to be worlds), I DO have very common moments of pure peace and stillness…and I love them :)

Last night, feeling off-colour, I got into bed and lay there for ages, my mind seeming to thrash about in confusion (for reasons I would rather not go into on an internet page haha), you know, it was that feeling where you’ve got a lot on your mind and you can’t sleep basically, you know, that stupid, selfish feeling everybody gets from time to time where it feels like you’re the only troubled person on this planet (this is why I always feel guilty after I have this emotion).

I looked up into the night sky as I sleep with my blinds open - no idea why,really. I just feel safe that way…you can look up at the stars and the moon and the outside world, and it’s a magical feeling at how insignificant you are, but what an amazing world you actually live in. ANYWAY, I was staring up at the sky, then I heard this owl’s hunting cry (he lives in a big tree near my house) and it made me smile. It reminded me, that although life can seem pretty shite at times, we just have to get on with it, like the owl does - I’m sure he doesn’t just give up and not bother going hunting when he feels a bit crap (yes, I’m aware he is only an owl and not a human or whatever and that it is part of his life cycle - but yeaahh), life moves on and all we have to do is adapt to our situtation and just carry on.

 Also, some bats flew outside my window as usual and it was very cute ^^

Then that magical moment of serenity came upon me, and I stared up at the stars (I could only see about three last night, like, but still) and I felt at peace, and I at last could do what I do best, and I could dream.

Then I felt ill and had to go vomit. eeeeee, that’s life.

Thankfully, I feel great now.

Speak soon :D

SC xxxx

p.s I love this blogging thing, it’s ace :D x